6 March 2013

Had gone to school to register my course on the day before yesterday. The course was Diploma in Accounting and Finance. It's mean I can't say any don't want word dy. But when I told my cousin that I register for this course, they said: Are you think wisely dy? You really want to study this course? Don't have any follow people mind and choose course like others. Study what you want, study the course of your interest, don't think about transport problem. So really want chose this course but not CAT(Certified Account Techinician)? You still can change your mind before commencement. Think clearly.

Actually how I want compare this two course(DAF[DiplomaInAccount&Finance] and CAT)?? I don't know how to choose better. Before this I really never touch this field, so idk what different between both of them, which one more good?? I'm confuse. 

Sad to say that I always have a bad habit after primary school. Come thinking of my secondary school life, I look like often have no confidence with what I do. I always used to nervous and scared that did I make it right? Does it no mistake? Really usually not sure whether the things I did were right or not. I just need someone to confirm with me that what I do was right, correct then I just would relax. I hate this dy. I hate that why I don't have a dream?! So that's why now I don't know what I want to do actually and confuse of my future. Just pick one of those course in school randomly, that's me don't know how to answer them what I want to choose. Poor~~

Has experienced "what you want do" question for months dy, honestly it's really a stress to face this question every time. It's okay if I had a dream, it start become stress when I have also no way go and don't know how to answer. Now me just like turn into a blind alley, no any tools, nobody there, I need to think how can I get out from there??! I need make my plan on what I need and work it myself. 

Life is not easy as we expect. Not only we born, grow up, study, graduate, work, date, marry, have kids, then old. It's really easy to talk this process, but it ain't that easy to do, to experience. Sometimes, we need made a choice, a decision that may affect our way that we would go in the future. Now I know how important should we to know that what the problem and what we need. FACT!

After having few "stress" months, I found that I just smile when I watching KVS and drama. It's sad to know that. I should be joy everyday. I have to! Fight for my life!